Experience

Experience
22 July 2026 J.W.H

AND he started seeing shadows at the age of 4, and at the age of 9 the disease spread to humans. I was 8 years antique when my 6-year-old cousin died, and when he was 10, he came to me. He physically walked towards me and I tried to wake up my older cousin so she could see him, but I only succeeded and she didn't believe me.

I was living in an apartment with my grandparents on the south side of Chicago and every night around 1 a.m. or 2 a.m. the clock starts ticking very loudly and they start leaving. I was sleeping on the couch and they were right in front of me. It would be women in white dresses, different men would either approach me or jump from side to side in front of me. Every night I jumped into bed with my grandmother until she started locking the door. The next step was to hide my head under the covers until I fell asleep. As a child, no one believed me.

I am now a 28 year antique mother of an 8 year antique son who now sees things but claims that sometimes he looks into my bedroom and sees 3 people in white masks walking around my room. Besides, he sees darkness. I stop experiencing these things for a long time, but they come back.

A few weeks ago I was home alone and woke up to the smell of cigarette smoke, but no one in my house smokes so I knew what it was, so I prayed and it all went away. I see darkness, sometimes I just say a prayer and it goes away. The reason I'm saying something now is because I had an experience around 7am this morning. I woke up when someone tapped me on the top of my head. At first I thought it was my husband so I looked up and said I was still sleeping, I put my head back and someone patted me again so I looked up and turned to him and he was quick asleep with his hands under the covers. I have no idea what is wrong with me and now my son.

Please comment on my message with advice or comments. Thank you.

  • J.W.H

    John Williams is a blogger and independent writer focused on consciousness, perception, and human awareness, exploring topics such as dreams, intuition, and non-ordinary states of experience. Driven by a lifelong curiosity about the nature of reality and subjective experience, his perspective was shaped in part by structured study, including the Gateway Voyage program at the Monroe Institute. His writing avoids dogma and sensationalism, instead emphasizing critical thinking, personal insight, and grounded exploration. Through his work, John examines complex and often misunderstood subjects with clarity, openness, and an emphasis on awareness, choice, and personal responsibility.