TIt's really weird to say this because it all happened so quickly. It's all true and it means a lot to me that I feel I should share it with people. When I first moved into this house, I was fully aware that the last owners were an elderly couple who lived here and they had both died. I have a master bedroom and I often see her walking around my room. I'm trying to talk, but we can't do it. I have a feeling that her husband went to heaven and is sleeping peacefully because I have never seen anything to do with him. I saw an ancient woman, I see her in the shadow of the TV screen on the wall. He stands there and waves at me. I haven't seen her for a while after I renovated her bedroom, now I think she's downstairs in the living room, no one can walk around there between 3-4am. If you didn't know, this is when the spirits come out and God can't do anything about it. I don't really know how true that is, but that's what I was told.
Besides, my boyfriend died yesterday. I'm sure he tried to contact me in my dreams last night. He told me things he couldn't tell me when he was alive. I think he wanted to say goodbye to me and say “I love you.” Luckily, “I love you” was the last thing he said to me on the phone, so it meant quite a lot since I didn't see him very often. I noticed today that when I'm sitting in my room, I can feel it there, I know it's there, I just can't see it. I feel that someone is resting there and handing me mine, which is lying on the computer mouse. They play with my hair, things move, my bed creases. There was something going on in my room, but only specific things, things that had something to do with it. The things we played with, the drawings, everything about him, and that's why it's so weird. I would like to contact him to say goodbye. I'm sorry I've never been a perfect girl, but I wish I could say it. I have to tell him.
Like I said, it's kind of weird, but that's the way it is at the moment. I currently have 2 ghosts in the room. One of them shares my bed at night. I just wish he knew how much I love him. I know it's not much and it sounds like bullshit coming from a 15-year-old girl, but this is my first story that I'm telling.
PS If anyone knows any spiritualist churches in Nottingham / Derbyshire please contact me and tell me how to get there. Thank you.
