ABOUTonce or maybe twice a month I experience pain in my shoulder. I'm not ailing or anything, I'm just feeling this really spiritual/mental pain. It's nothing like I've felt before. It all started two months ago in January, I was checking my email and suddenly it felt like someone was pushing me over my shoulder from the other side and stabbing me with a blade in my throat. I started screaming, but I bit down difficult on the material and it still didn't stop. Half an hour later the pain had subsided and only cool chills ran down my spine.
The next day I had a difficult time waking up. I had a dream in which a man in a hood was holding three captured people. On the left was a girl, about 13 years antique, on the right was a juvenile man, about 19 or 20 years antique, and in the middle was a girl, about 15 years antique. They were all tied behind their backs, blindfolded, and had a black gag over their mouths. Two prisoners were released. A 13-year-old girl and a juvenile man. Every time I felt pain in my arms, this dream would repeat itself and would not let go. I don't understand why… What I have to say scares me… Well, a 15-year-old girl was killed, the rest were released because the girl said she would give her life for theirs and the man agreed.
She wasn't shot because he didn't have a gun, he took out a long blade, put it to her throat and well, you can see what happened. She was left in the snow, and at the same time it seemed like it was raining. I've been told that when it rains and snows, it's an omen… But I haven't checked it yet. While I'm sleeping I hear a voice, a voice shouting at me, I start crying and trying to wake up. And once he stops screaming, I wake up. Sometimes I think I hear it when I'm reading, typing on the computer, or doing homework at school. Sometimes I see her obscure figure in the snow, staring at me through the mirror. I can even feel the obscure coat of someone standing next to me or behind me and I feel my heart suffocating.
I don't know what that means. And I want to know more about what's going on. I've never experienced anything like this. If you can, please leave a message to facilitate me.
